Before the thunder
it was just me and jules in the swimming pool
I realised that i can put my head underwater and think of nothing and be happy
It’s easier to ask for forgiveness than for permission
that’s what she said when i said about you.
I don’t have regrets but for sure i’m upset and if i’m wrong then let it be that way
forgive me babe
after the fever dream nothing was clear
you think you’re discerning but there’s so much you don’t see in me
I thought i knew what i wanted
nothing but solitude and to be in love with it
but all that i dream of is you and i’m resentful
I’m a traitor to my maker
cause i resent the way my unending emotion makes me feel like i’m crazy
happiness is fragile but sadness is too
it moves like the clear water in front of me
Let me be your angel
i’ll send you to heaven and love you like god does
but i can make your life hell if i wanted
in any case i can turn that on too
For now you’re not here
it’s just me and jules in the swimming pool
I let the blue kiss me and i bathe in the guilt
We talk about the west coast and envy and how there’s something so beautiful about swimming whilst it rains
when you can’t tell what is falling from the water that surrounds
undiscerning
like you my love
You never understood me when you had to but now you do
i’m falling
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